Being a mother and having a growing, loving, amazing family has always been my dream. I am happy!!!! Happier than I have ever been with myself and my life! I absolutely love everything about being pregnant.....the excitement yet nervousness when finding out, being tired, my lovely lady bump, having this amazing little person growing inside of me, helping to create life, bringing a little one into this beautiful yet scary world, striving to be the healthiest I ever have been in my life, meditating with my mind and my little baby inside, having my husband and son rub my belly and give kisses to the baby, and all the extra love I already feel. It is an amazing feeling! I could be pregnant 20 times over again. NOT joking! :) Though I am beyond ecstatic about being pregnant again, it also brings me nostalgia and sentimental feelings. This will probably be my last pregnancy. Though Drew and I want to continue to grow our little family, we have decided that there are a lot of babies and children out in this world that don't have families. Someday, way far into the future, we want to adopt another child. This will be in years to come.....like 5 or 6 years maybe more but it is something we have always talked about.
So I am cherishing and soaking in EVERY single feeling and moment in this pregnancy. I am going to embrace it all, even the days when I am feeling like poop. So I may write and talk about this pregnancy a lot.....bare with me here. We are hoping to have the baby in a birth home or at our own home.....that is if our insurance comes through for us (which is a whole other topic). I am yearning to have an out of hospital birth and hope that it can happen. We have started a relationship with a wonderful midwife at Alma Midwifery and hope that we can continue that relationship. We will be doing lots of hoping and wishing that the insurance company does the right thing. Happy thoughts only!
We want to continue with the "A" names just like the rest of our little family! So we are in search of more "A" names. Do you have any suggestions? Feel free to leave a comment with any "A" names you may think of!
The last time I will probably see my feet for few months!
Be well friends,
"I loved you before I knew you." ~ Unknown